I have been afraid to show what I feel. I didn't know I was afraid back then, just I have always thought that showing your soft inside is a weakness. Now I know that it is my biggest strenght to show that I care. The feelings I get when I give away all my love and get the love back. When I chip away my heart and get pieces from other hearts back as a return. And then the strenght I found after giving away my heart to people who are dying. There is no better feeling then to make dying breaths easier. It was something I didn't know I could handle. My love dying. I have lost so many people by now that have gone with pieces of my heart. I am thankful for all that I recieved from them. I am thankful that they have thought me to love without conditions. They showed me that love remains after they are gone. Which means that my love was never about them. I loved. Yes, I loved them, but the love itself, it was all me. It was inside of me. And the feeling after the grieving period when you make your peace with what happened, but the love still remains. I have grieved a lot. And the love have stayed with me. I have lost and I am stronger, because I have the love to keep forever. It is never bad to care, it is never bad to give away pieces of your heart. I know I have made this earth better for many, they have made this life worthwhile living for me. I have found that something I have always thought to be my weakness, is actually my biggest strenght. I have realised that the strongest people are those who love, care and give themselves away and embrace it, the ones that still stand up tall after willingly giving away pieces of themselves. We are the people who play for all or nothing. We are the people who change the world but never expect a praise. We don't live for the fame. We don't live for the gain. But we are the people that actually live